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When I was pregnant with my first child, my doctor was the same man who gave me an abortion a few years earlier, when I was a 25 years old foolish women who used abortion as a way out and an excuse for a broken heart.

I was dumped because of my pregnancy by someone I thought loved me, at least then that's what I thought I wanted and I waited for him to love me in hopes he would want to marry me for about five years. I am sad as I look back for I re great my lack of a conscious then, regarding this matter.

While on the plane going to New Jersey, at that time, God provided me wise words from this couple who were on the plane and who I believe had an Angel or the Holy Spirit speaking from within them telling me to immediately go home and not stay in New Jersey. They said "take your return ticket and use it today" I didn't lesson to them who were speaking with wise counsel and I followed the way which led me to destruction not only mine but for the innocent baby that was eventually within me. And as a result of legalized abortion I was physically left with a difficult ability to hold a baby within me. It's called incompetent cervix and I believe as a result of abortion.

Now, I see the world, life and morality threw a different lenses and that is the lenses of a Christian! I am so very sorry for creating a baby and then destroying it because of something evil like legalized abortion which gave both of us and out and is causing Americans to leave their conscious for greed and self destruction which I truly believe also has led to most of the cancer deaths in America which I will explain but first I must tell you that many years ago I had to explain to my two sons that I had had an abortion and it was important to me that they know because I wanted to give the following testimony to Seattle's Human life pamphlet that they were sending and a few months after I gave them my testimony they called me to tell me that my testimony raised more money for human life of Washington State than ever and they received hundreds of phone calls wanting to know what hospital did the following to me and my answer was it could be most all hospitals all over America and I wanted everyone reading my testimony to be able to decern a good doctor from a bad doctor.

The Wrong Doctor

I met my husband, we married and were beginning a family. I was now having a baby with my new and wonderful loving husband. I knew of no other doctors, so I returned to the doctor who not only gave abortions, but also delivered babies. Without thinking, I went to him for my pregnancy.

Around my seventh month, I went for my regular check up, and a different doctor in their group of about 5 doctors looked at me and told me to be careful, as I had a potential problem with a weak cervix (Later, I found that an abortion can cause such problems for women in the future). Not fully understanding what he told me, I continued my life normally which I only blame myself. Today, I could just look it up on the computer and know but then I went to a friend's house, who gave me a crib, and as I was getting it in my car, my water broke and I was now only at seven and a half months. My husband George drove me to the hospital when I got home.

I was now in the maternity ward in a private room, and I was not going into labor, however, I must have lost all my water. My regular abortion/doctor came to check up on me, and he told George and I that we needed to make sure I have the baby out within 24 hours -- because there is no water. Then, he left the room and never came back. Although he said this, I did not see him anymore for two whole days. I kept telling George to get a doctor to get our baby delivered. He finally went into the hallway, and when he came back, the doctor came in and he had forgotten me. I was the first woman that day, and my water had been broken this whole time. Then, he for gets me even the nurses and I'm in one of their rooms.

The Morning of Michael

I believe I should have been remembered as a priority. I wasn't’t, and they delivered 200 babies while I lay there for two and a half days. It is now one in the morning, and they delivered my tiny little dark complection baby just like George’s dream (see A Family Foretold). We named him Michael, and he was not damaged at all. In fact, he had physical strength unlike any other premature baby they had ever seen.

They, as procedure, put Michael in an incubator, and his face was so beautiful as there was not an ounce of baby fat, and I could see exactly what he was going to look like when he was to grow up and he does look just as he did. He was so strong that all the nurses would bring their chairs and take their breaks sitting in front of Michaels incubaor and they would sit there looking at Michael. One Nurse made a little drawing of a boat and a big sun and taped it to his incubator. The Hospital had so many babies then like an explosion so they took Michael out of his incubator because his lungs were so strong. As for me, I had a c-section. I had to remain another week because they told me I had an infection as you will see they could have cared less. Although I hadn't seen a doctor.

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